RDCAB 16
Rebirth on the Doors to the Civil Affairs Bureau
Chapter 16 To Dote On
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Xia Feng read Yu Dong's reply and smiled. It looks like she was having a good time back home.
"Xia Feng, there's a beautiful woman outside looking for you!" The hospital rented 2 apartments for the doctors who came to the United Stated for the exchange program, 1 for men and 1 for women.
Xia Feng and Li Qiguang along with another male colleague lived together. As they were here to work hard, they rarely get weekends off so it wasn't unusual for Li Qiguang to be carrying takeout when he rushed to Xia Feng.
Beauty? Xia Feng was confused, but went out anyway.
"Xia Feng?" It was An An. She was wearing a black and red skirt, making her look sexy and charming as she sweetly smiled at him.
"An An?" Xia Feng was somewhat surprised, and asked, "Why are you here?"
"I haven't seen you!" An An was unhappy as she petulantly said, "You came all the way to New York without telling me, I had to ask around for half a day before I found you."
In fact, An An knew early on that Xia Feng was coming to New York, but she didn't reach out to him, instead waited for Xia Feng to meet with her voluntarily. But a week had passed since his arrival and Xia Feng seemed to have no intention of talking to her at all.
So the anxious An An came to him in person.
Xia Feng didn't know what to say, after all, the 2 had long broken up.
"You're so guilty!" An An pretended to be angry and said, "I'll forgive you if you invite me to dinner!"
Xia Feng knew that An An was trying to give him an out. After thinking for a while, he eventually nodded and said, "OK!"
An An smiled and settled down.
The 2 people went to a nearby shopping mall to eat steak, An An skillfully took the menu from Xia Feng's hands and said, "Let me order for you. The steak and dessert in this restaurant is pretty great!"
Xia Feng, who didn't like to eat steak very much, silently nodded.
After a while, their meals arrived. Xia Feng quickly started to cut his steak, but An An started to sigh and complain, "Although the steak is delicious, cutting through it is so difficult."
Xia Feng looked up, stunned. He was that An An only managed to cut a small piece of her steak, so he swapped their steaks and said, "Let's switch then!"
Xia Feng smiled politely and didn't say a word.
"Xia Feng, you know what? This is the first time I've had steak since I came to America!" An An suddenly said.
"Why?" Xia Feng knew that An An liked to eat steak, so this information was a but unexpected to him.
"Because there wasn't anyone here to help me cut the steak."
Xia Feng focused on cutting his own steak, as if he never heard An An say these words.
"By the way, what happened to aunt after her operation? How's her recovery going?" An An saw that Xia Feng stayed silent, so she quickly changed the subject.
"She's with my father in Hainan, recovering well." Xia Feng answered.
"I used to listen to you talk about your parents and I've always admired them. When I come back to China, I'd like to see them. Hey, didn't aunt like Leonardo? I'll ask my friends if they can get an autograph!" An An said.
Xia Feng stopped eating and finally looked at An An in the eye. He noticed that after 2 months in the United States, the girl in front of him drastically changed, becoming more beautiful, but no longer the person he had once known.
"An An, we've already broken up!" Xia Feng calmly stated this as he put down his knife and fork.
"Don't make such a joke." An An tensed.
"You know I'm not kidding." Xia Feng was trying to cleanly state the situation.
"But I never agreed! you can't break up on your own, it's not your call!" Because they were still in the restaurant, An An tried not to shout.
Xia Feng had never been good at arguing with women. They've been dating for years, but the only quarrel he ever had with An An was when he proposed to her. In the end, when she refused he told her that they had to break up.
"I'm married!" Xia Feng said resolutely.
"Impossible!" An An said with a complete look of disbelief.
"You know I don't like to lie about such things." Xia Feng calmly stated.
"But I also know you won't get married to just anybody." An An was very sure about this, "I know better that anyone just how much you envy aunt and uncle's relationship. I don't know how many times you've told me that marriage has to between 2 people that love each other, rather than a hopeless inevitability."
An An's words evoked previous memories, memories that should be making Xia Feng feel nostalgic, but was now only making him feel a sense of sorrow. Xia Feng quietly spoke, "I remember, that was what I said when I first proposed to you."
An An's face turned pale.
"No!" An An anxiously explained, "I was only 22. I just graduated from college. I don't want to get married so early, I just wanted to start my own business."
"Let's stop talking about this." Xia Feng shook his head, after all, there was no longer a reason to talk about the past.
After dinner, Xia Feng walked An An to the bus stop. As they passed through the shopping mall, Xia Feng glanced at the bags shown in the windows and stopped.
Buy a nice bag, nothing too expensive, the most important thing is that it looks good!
It was the last item on Yu Dong's list.
"What's the matter?" An An noticed Xia Feng's gaze and said, "Are you interested in that bag? A present for aunt? Do you want me to help you pick? I have a good eye when it comes to these things."
Xia Feng looked at her. Hearing An An's words, he wondered why he suddenly remembered what Yu Dong said the day he first brought her to see his parents.
Xia Feng shook his head and refused.
An An later sat on the bus, thinking about the future. Xia Feng will be staying in New York for 3 months. In the past he never stayed angry at her for more than a month.
After seeing An An off, Xia Feng returned to the store and went up to a clerk asking, "Which bag's currently popular with young women?"
Shanghai, in Xiaoyue Studio!
"How's Xinxin doing?" Yu Dong asked Xiang Xiaoyue.
"Still sad!" Xiaoyue remembered Ren Xinxin, who was crying in her apartment all day long. Suddenly, she became uncertain. "Did we make a mistake?"
"No!" Yu Dong replied, resolute.
"You're right, 3P is only done by scum men, we definitely don't want that for our friend." Xiaoyue gritted her teeth.
Yu Dong looked at Xiaoyue guiltily and said, "Uh... that's not exactly!"
"What did you say?" Xiaoyue cried out.
"I didn't actually see him doing the deed, I only saw him having an affair with multiple women." Yu Dong said, "That already makes him pretty scummy in my opinion. And the way he treated Xinxin was unacceptable."
Xiang Xiaoyue who was distracted by a different topic immediately yelled: "Yeah, he definitely took advantage of poor Xinxin. He said that she was only interested in his family's money, like that somehow makes him every girl's dream."
Yu Dong nodded in agreement.
"Yu Dong, if we keep doing well, maybe one day our studio will be bigger!" Xiang Xiaoyue puffed up her chest.
Yu Dong thought about it. Xiang Xiaoyue married 2 years later in her previous life. She went to Singapore to settle down and transferred the studio to another party.
"Hey, why aren't you saying anything?" Xiaoyue saw Yu Dong blankly looking ahead and urged her.
"Give me some shares!" Yu Dong suddenly said.
"Alright." Xiaoyue thought about it, then nodded, "We got Steven's contract because of you after all. How about we divide the work, I'll look for jobs, you can talk to them and get the contracts, oh and Xinxin can also help, she can do some dubbing. After all, out of the 3 of us Xinxin was the best in dubbing during university.
Yu Dong didn't mind this and nodded, but suddenly thought of something and asked: "What about Xinxin's child?"
"What else can she do? She has to get rid of it. It's only been 2 months anyway." Xiaoyue said.
When she heard this, Yu Dong startled.
Yu Dong met the little child in her previous life, and she was a beautiful little girl. She remembered visiting Ren Xinxin and seeing a little girl wearing a pink princess dress, calling out aunt in a sweet voice.
Yu Dong suddenly felt the mere idea of losing that girl unbearable and said, "Let's wait until Xinxin's mood stabilizes."
"Sure," Xiang Xiaoyue then shook her head and helplessly said, "Both aunt and uncle Ren are pretty explosive right now anyway, and Xinxin doesn't dare go home."
"Xinxin's a good girl." Yu Dong decisively said, "It might be hard for them to accept right now, but they'll come around."
"No matter how hard it is to accept, you can't push your daughter into the pit of fire!" Xiang Xiaoyue angrily said, "When I brought Xinxin back home that day, aunt gave her one heck of a scolding. Xinxin didn't dare say anything. I couldn't help it and ended up telling aunt about Lu Xuan's affairs and guess what she said? aunt Ren actually said: 'What man doesn't waver? as long as he doesn't take it home, then it's fine. When he's had enough, he'll naturally come back to you.' "
"It was so horrible, if it was my mother saying this, I wouldn't hesitate severing my mother-daughter relationship with her." Xiang Xiaoyue grew angrier just thinking about it.
Listening to this, Yu Dong suddenly thought of her own mother. In her previous life, every time she went back home, her mother would end up crying. In the end, Yu Dong became afraid of going back home and making her mother cry.
"Dong Dong ah, you've grown so big, yet you still can't find someone, how pitiful. Everyone needs a family. What's the use of simply making more and more money? The important thing is getting married and having children, someone to depend on when you get older. You should get to know your brother's children because when you get older, you'll have no one to rely on except your own parents and we won't be here forever."
"Mom, I just haven't found the right one yet."
"Stop with that nonsense, there's no 'right one'. You see you're earning a lot now, and you have a house too. Who's wrong with you? If you wait, you'll never get married..."
"What are you thinking about?" Suddenly Xiaoyue's voice cut through Yu Dong's thoughts, "Your face is so solemn."
"I'm thinking of my own mother!" Yu Dong said with a smile.
"Then why is your face so scary?" Xiang Xiaoyue didn't understand.
"Remember how I wanted to marry Fang Hua? My family disagreed, and I ended up running away from home. But look at how things turned out..." Yu Dong smiled bitterly.
"That man's a scum too!" Xiaoyue sighed, "Look at you, why did you girls end up loving such men? You should learn from me and instead be the slag."
"Yes, you're the best." Yu Dong perfunctorily said.
...........
Yu Dong returned home at 3:00 a.m. and remembering Xia Feng's instructions, opened her phone and messaged him in QQ.
[ I'm home! ]
[ Go to bed early, and look at your email tomorrow morning. I sent a few photos I need your opinion on. ]
[ Alright! ]
[ Goodnight. ]
Pictures? Yu Dong was too curious to wait and in the end took out her computer to log into her email. The email contained a photo of a black purse, small and delicate. The email also contained a brochure, giving the name of the bag (2007 Prada's Classic Money), and the tagline: Every woman should be spoiled!
Suddenly a small smile appeared in Yu Dong's face.
If I had met you in my previous life, would I have still been a golden leftover?
Or was I reborn just so that I could meet you?
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Thanks for the chapter!
ReplyDeleteUnless she really wants to be in a relationship or to start a family, a modern woman truly has no incentive to get married. She is financially independent & she lives a full, fulfilling life on her own terms.
Why deal with the in-laws, the habits of the husband (& don't go telling me the men won't be annoying, especially in a country with strong traditions, where the guy is even more likely than usual to turn conservative after marriage & with age), the pressure to have children then take care of them, because equality is still not there yet, the hit to the carrier,... yeah the guy would have to be on heck of a specimen to be worth all that headache!
It's why I can't hate An An unlike most exes in other stories. She had plans and Xia Feng asked her to discard them out of the blue. I can't hate Xia Feng either since he has his own priorities. It's just a matter of not having the same priorities, and that's fine. So An An stop thinking you can have both now because you can't.
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DeleteIt makes me curious about what kind of job(s) MC did in previous life to become rich.
DeleteBut yeah... (as long she is not lying and not cheating) An An had a decent reason for not marrying early but on another side, it was bad from her to not marry ML because she could have helped to ease the mind of ML's mother for a better chance of survival in the operation. Not sure if ML talked about her operation... oops he did because in this chapter she asked about her well-being. But yeah in readers' pov, it looks like she didn't care about her mother-in-law.
That's true. She may have been pressured till the end of her reasons and escaped to the states, but if she really love Xia Feng, she could've talk to him and refuse his proposal. She should know his personality and then she responded in such a way? That just shows how she only thinks for her self.
DeleteBut then again, if Xia Feng also love An An that much, even if she rejected him, he should reconsider things again. And his filial love is above his affection for her and he's firm and not impulsively, so he might have really been determined with his decision to break up with An An.
Overall, it just means that they aren't that in love with each other. It's not bad having more important priorities but if they really want to be together, no matter how different their priorities were, they should consider each others decision and come up with a solution that'll make them happy.
She did sales/real estate and was good at it. It was mentioned in Chap 1.
DeleteThanks for the chapter. I really love this novel, keep going...jia you!!!!
ReplyDeleteYeah this novel is really nice to read (as long no drama pop up and screw everything up). Also sorry to pour cold water but sadly NU says that there is only 61 chapters in total before it ends. Not sure if we should be happy (because author didn't write more drama for more chapters) or unhappy (because we won't get to see more fluffiness) about it.
DeleteThis is still not clean break..
ReplyDeleteMiss An An still think there's chance..
Because they're not talking it out..
It's become confusing later..
Did you read the raws ? Looks like it will become annoying later if you did.
DeleteDid you read the raws ? Looks like it will become annoying later if you did.
DeleteThat an an girl should just go awayz😤😤😤
ReplyDeleteLike it!!!!
ReplyDelete--- Thanks for the chapter~ ^^.
ReplyDeleteHopefully the baby gets born.!!
I'm still turning 22 and my mom is already worried about my love life. "Will you ever get married? No, will you even have a boyfriend?"
ReplyDeleteMom.. I'm still 22.. 😶
She's been passively telling me that these days..
What can I do!? I'm happily content with my life~! Husband? Haha~! Maybe he's still not born, but sorry, I'm not into younger guys~
U know what, I would make the same choice as An An, cuz I only want to rely on myself and be successful but I understand Xia Feng's reasons as well. In this situation what should happen is that either they compromise or peacefully go on their own ways. But what An An is doing right now is not accepting that truth. And that's messed up, she might end up creating more issues bw her Xia Feng. And I think its precisely cuz they loved
ReplyDeleteeach other why this is so difficult for An An to accept I guess. Or maybe she's obsessed with him who knows.
BTW this could've gone in so many diff directions, they could've compromised in so many ways but plot convenience.
So he asked her to marry him at 22, and she refused, then he asked her again, already wounded from the first time and she ran away to the states.
ReplyDeleteIf she doesnt want a relationship then they should really go their different ways, but it seemed that because doctor is very dense, she was the only option.
While for her, he was a convenient person who, even if she rejected him once, still stuck with her.
Now she is in denial and thinks she can have him back after 'he cools down from anger'
Wow girl.
Can't have both worlds, needs to learn to compromise and accept to let go.
I dont compromise, thus I'm single at 29 and not thinking of marriage at all.😼
Thanks for the chapter.
ReplyDeletewell, i neither dislike nor hate An An cuz it is difficult to get married when you have already decided to go with her plan but if she really loved him, she would stay with him during the difficult times especially when his mom is undergoing a surgery which only has 50% of success. Also, she can just delay her study. What's wrong with just studying abroad later? it's not like she will never get her chance. But her response was her flight to America so she deserves it. Though what XF did was a pressure to her, it did not exceed the boundary like it is sth very immoral or unacceptable. If sth happened to his mom then it would be his lifelong regret and also the relationship is bound to end cuz this is a scar to their relationship.
I'm simply on ML's side. I could relate on him as I had a bf like An An before. Their relationship would not work and obviously, ML was on his last straw. My ex also never take me seriously. When I'm angry, he knows that I'll come around back the same way An An knew ML couldn't stay angry with her. It's toxic and tiring. Look, ML was at his critical juncture of his life and An An's solution was to hide away thinking he'll let it go after a while.
ReplyDeleteFor me, ML giving his ultimatum was him finally standing his ground. ML has his own selfishness and so does An An. But I'm more uncomfortable with An An selfishness. It's gaslighting. ML let go and didn't force her when she didn't want to get married but she's blaming his selfishness when she herself made her own choice.
I know they're early on in the book people were bashing ml for giving her an ultimatum but you mentioned above that the time they broke up wasn't his first time proposing to her. And even if it was I understand that an ultimatum isn't a pretty white in a relationship but they've been dating for like two to three years and they had apparently already discussed marriage before and considering the relationship I think she could have understood that normally he wouldn't have try to pressure her and it was really just because his mom was sick like like someone else, did they didn't necessarily have to get married that day if she would have been willing to maybe discuss meeting his parents and telling them they were engaged and we'll get married when she comes back from studying abroad I think he would have been willing to compromise but the fact that you just up and left the country without telling him what's just incredibly disrespectful to me and I don't like how months later she's trying to act like they're still in a relationship because he's not considering his feelings. I went on a little rant I was using my microphone to talk but hopefully I got my feelings across adequately.
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